A Secret Desire

It is beyond my reach
the one to whom  I want to reach up to
A case of sour grapes each to each.

The thought of it makes me soar high
into the sky.
But Alas! My Icarus wings are destined to land on solid earth.

The jolt awakens me - TO REALITY!!!
Only to renew my secret Desire.
I want to reach beyond the beyonds...But.